I had another blog post planned for this evening but I just kind of want to talk to you. What’s fun about having a blog is you type with the intent of telling a story or opinion even if no one is reading, i’m typing to you now with no idea who is actually going to click on this post and give it a chance. Why would you? I’m just a young girl writing about make-up and travel on the internet, not someone with a mildly interesting life on the outside. But someone will read this because they’re bored or interested or just want to meet someone new. That’s cool.
I’ve had another one of those stressful weeks, they all seem to be like that at the moment. Something is always happening and emotions have been roller coaster crazy for quite a while. This week I applied for a bunch of new jobs and got rejected to a bunch of other ones. I did a lot of long shifts at work, back to back, stress. Today was the most difficult and challenging this far actually. I’ve also spent a lot of time trying to find a reasonably priced place to stay in New York to celebrate my birthday in November. I’ve still got a bit of time but it’s over Thanksgiving so the prices are peaking quite a bit and i’m a compulsive organiser so the idea of having booked flights but not a bed to sleep in is making me break out.
I guess right now i’m just trying to work hard to get where I want to be, it’s not ideal being an Art graduate and working full time in retail. It’s also not ideal working full time whilst trying to get a ‘real’ job because my exhaustion and motivation levels are on polar ends of the spectrum right now. But, i’ll get there eventually, if not this year then next (hopefully this one though.) That’s why I love having this blog and having someone to talk to even if I don’t know who i’m opening up to.
Thanks for being there for me.